I’ve been dealing with chronic pain for the past 15 or so years.  At first it was episodic but as I lost my way, it became chronic, daily and it became torturous for me and everyone around me, friend and foe.  But now, I have some time for myself, some time with myself, and some time to reclaim life.

A phrase during the movie hit me, “Ruin is the way to transformation” and like picking a tarot card out of a pile, I knew what I needed to do.  So here I am.  Please know, there will not be perfect grammar, perfect ideas, perfect posts.  They might not be pleasant, but I hope they are honest.  I’m not here as a professional, a student, an angel, or anything more than a person whose searching and experiencing a lot of pain.  I’m searching for healing, not curing, but healing.  And if you’re not sure what the difference is, maybe you’ll want to join me and explore it with me.

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